I posted earlier that I felt a bit bad for CMR. Yeah, he made a ton of money, but I suspect his feelings for his career are a disappointment.
When I retired, I suddenly felt both relieved and disappointed, I had not expected the latter. I made enough money to be set, but looking back I saw I had not really achieved what I thought I could have done with better effort and focus and maybe some common sense. It had turned into "just a job" for me, rather boring, and I had invested a lot in getting to that point only to have it not really amount to much.
Blech. I'm over it now.